Lost Love

The woos of an unwanted person
Well I have to admit that this has been an adventure so far. Who would have thought that this little excursion would have turned into such a cluster fuck as it has? If it was not for my beloved Elysia and her intelligence I do not believe that any of us would be alive right now. I mean look at all the infighting among us to say the least. I will have to admit that this last excursion has opened my eyes to how little appreciated my talents really are and also has reminded me of who I really am, and the true talents I have had hidden away all these years and have not used do to fear of how I would be viewed if I really let them out. I have other issues to deal with as well, so I ask you my beloved to help me before I am forced into taking actions I would soon avoid not taking. To clarify; if Erick does not stop his constant rhetoric about me on one subject or another he is going to find himself not waking up one day. Also if Burrick does not start showing me some respect he too may find an accident waiting to happen to him. I mean come on now how can he been that mean to an Elf who he does not know the whole story about (He He He He). Another thing this Shirone guy has the biggest chip on his shoulder I have ever seen. I mean he talks real big and all, but when it comes time to put up he runs away like a coward, what is that all about. Then when I find myself in need of healing it seems no one cares about me and goes on without me, thus leaving me to fend for myself. Well I am not the smartest guy in the bunch but maybe if we would just all sit down and put the cards on the table as to what we all bring here maybe we can start acting like a well oiled machine and get some stuff done with minimal casualties. Another thing that really gets me is the fact that some (Nialla) have a tendency to go off by themselves without the thought as to what could happen to them if caught. I do not know how many times I have had to throw myself in front of her to save her from certain death and not so much of a thank you. So from now on my beloved I am not going to volunteer for anything until all possible things that can go wrong with any plan is looked at and contingencies are set in place to minimize the casualties. You and I need to have a talk about what I truly am for during this last meditation that I have been in I came to realize what I really am. Do not get me wrong when I say that following you around for the last five years in the guise of an Elf has been fun, but it made me forget who I really was and the skills I really have. Hopefully you will understand once you see me in my true form and not this guise and maybe help me with the rest of the gang. I think with your brains my will and Nialla’s tenacity we can get anything done by ourselves once you see me for what I am. But as a final note here is my hit list if things do not start to straighten out soon: 1. Erick, 2. Shirone, and reluctantly 3. Yussuf (for his attack on Nialla).
Yours Always in Heart and Soul
Morgan